I may call you Mother still, may I not? This morning through the devotion and scientific love of my daughter-in-law, I have been brought to see the great error that has darkened all my way since a year ago last February. It is this:– I have believed that you could be, and were influenced against one student by another. I have believed that Mrs. Colles had influenced you against me. I do not know what Mrs. Colles may have or have not said, I now know that you are not and cannot be influenced, or prejudiced by mortal mind.

You see God, and are governed only by Him.

I see the darkening, horrible sin of such a belief. I have drained the dregs of the cup of suffering. I have prayed in a helpless agony that I might see my sin, and be free. I am overwhelmed by the blasphemy of the belief. Only you can help me. I am sick unto death. Let me come to you for healing. Just as I am,– unworthy as I am. I have no plea for myself – except that I do want to be a true, loyal Christian Scientist. I pray you let me come. In your presence all these devilish suggestions that have pursued me for years will be destroyed, just as you once took away from my heart the sting of sorrow for my son.

I am undoing as fast and as far as I can the wrong my sinful belief has caused. Only the reflectionofDivine Love can forgive – destroy this error and sin. God must know that I do not want to be or do wrong. Pride, self-love, selfishness and self-justification have ruled through that initial error. I am utterly broken now.

I am grateful to Mrs Colles, to Mrs. Ward, to Mr. and Mrs. Miller. I am grateful for every hour of suffering. It was all necessary.

There is no life apart from the VineJohn 15:4 Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me. John 15:5 I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abideth in me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without me ye can do nothing. John 15:6 If a man abide not in me, he is cast forth as a branch, and is withered; and men gather them, and cast them into the fire, and they are burned. . Take me back – I do not mean to work until I have proven my repentence Corrected: repentance and reformation.

Heal me, bless me and let me go away from every bodyCorrected:everybody and by prayer, study and demonstration win peace in God.

I can be free to sail June 29" iIs it presumptoion for me to ask that Mr. Fry write and tell me, if I may come right to you as soon as I land?

If the five dollarsEditorial Note: 5.00 sent over is has not been sent to Mr. Chase, may Mr. Fry use that to cable me your ans.Expanded:answer I know that the salvation of the whole world is your work, and I know my own unworthiness, and I know too that it is not your will that any should peris [?] Unclear or illegible hII Pet 3:9 The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance. . This is my hope.

You will have heard all about the lecture. It was good. It is estimated that from 1400 to 1600 people were present.

Mr. Miller is most-loyally welcomed by the students. He brings the atmosphere of love with Him. All can feel that he has been with the Teacher. It is the same with Mrs. Miller.

God grant that they may stand in this perilous place

Beloved Friend of friends, let me come to you. soon.